As some of you know, we have had ongoing problems with Axel chewing his back and it getting really nasty and infected because of his underlying hip dysplasia.
I have managed to clear his skin up by making him permanently wear a surgical collar thingy that stops him biting. He has been on numerous painkillers to try and get him comfortable, but everytime he manages to get his collar off (overnight) his back is raw and bleeding by the morning
Its obvious to me, that although he is quite mobile and doesn't look like a "painful dog"....as the vet puts it, he must be in constant discomfort, as he chews his back again as soon as he gets the chance.
I don't feel it's fair to make him spend the rest of his life uncomfortable with the collar on, but can't leave him without it or he gets a raging skin infection.
I am going to make an appointment with the vet this week to see if there are any other painkillers we can try to make him comfortable. If not, I am going to take him the week after (while my son is away) and send him to doggie heaven where he won't be in this awful discomfort.
I feel terrible as he's not poorly as such, but don't think we have any kind options left....his hips are only going to get worse, and if we can't get him comfy, I feel it would be cruel to keep him going, just because we love him and don't want to lose him.
Sat here crying my bloody eyes out at the thought....but I don't know what else I can do.
Sorry to go on...but I know you lot will understand and hopefully help me feel less like a murderer!
Thanks
Mandy