I haven't been around so much the last few months so sorry to come crawling in and weep but I know you guys are great at listening :flowers:
I yam feeling very sorry for myself Since June last year I have been having back and shoulder problems and have been to see various doctors about it. Went to the orthopaedic surgeon in November who scared me silly and sent me for an urgent MRI scan the next day, though I then had to wait 4 weeks to see him for the results.
They diagnosed a benign bone tumour in my upper right arm. Though they said they were quite sure it was benign they referred me to the Tumour Clinic at the Oswestry Orthopaedic Hospital. I went to see them after New Year and they diagnosed probable Rotator Cuff Tendonitis (knackered shoulder muscles) caused by all the kitchen work I now do, which explains all my symptoms but said that the bone tumour or lesion was a bit of an unknown. Almost certainly benign but again, they wanted to be sure. They went away to talk about next steps.
Today they rang up and said while they weren't too worried they wanted to do a biopsy to see what it is.
Despite everything they say about it almost certainly being benign I am still scared. I was feeling better about it all, but today I am back down in the dumps again. My family are being great, but I haven't told my two best friends yet as they are both pregnant and I didn't want to worry them before I had something firmer to tell them. I will tell them now as I need a general aneasthetic for the biopsy and also I can't hide it any longer as I've started avoiding talking to them. It's crap. Christmas was wierd. We've been stressed for months now, both going off to cry in corners. Not many people here know and my friends and family live along way away. Also, my chances of getting properly on top of the tendonitis are very low, unless a steroid injection offers a miracle cure, because I can't stop using it.
I am rather